December 2009
49 posts
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I'd hate to be honest about this,
But I’m starting to feel a little uneasy about you. Call it me having my trust issues and doubts, but I know I’m not crazy. I don’t just make these up for the hell of it. Maybe it’s just me overreacting like I always do, but… it’s me. I don’t know, it’s just one of those things where I can’t completely explain. It’s like, you’re not...
jennalmighty:
jtero:
This type love.
Models: Phil & Joms
This is super cute! <3
lenabee
loveesharmaine:
hellloooo, i started stalking you too. I loved some of your posts so i just decided following you. Plus you were on my feed from another person that was following that reblogged one of your posts! Thanks for the add! (L) Follow her guys at lenabee.tumblr.com
Hi! I’m glad you like my entries. Thank you! =).
Way back in the day
…when I used to give a shit.
And yet you speak about maturity
carmela:
Those who can’t find joy & satisfaction with the little, as well as the big things they have in their lives, & fail to notice it’s true significance & value. I pity the ones who disregard the larger picture ‘cause they are willing to be blinded by the negativity that’s right in front of them. *wait a minute… Pardon me & give me just this once to be blunt about this,...
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missweed:
heeeeth:
I censor myself so much these days for fear of a weak appearance. Wish I could just unravel. I’ve learned to be okay w/ vulnerability. Furthermore learn to be receptive to help. And I think I deserve to be selfish not all the time, but sometimes. I feel like I care for other people’s needs than myself. Which isn’t a bad thing. Sure, I got fools kissing my ass, yet the ONLY...
Am I really asking for too much?
All I really ever wanted was some honesty with some dignity. I give and I give and I’m not even asking for much in return, just some appreciation and generosity. A girl can only do so much for others other than herself. I put mostly everyone before myself in my own priorities list, and yet no one seems to apprehend my benevolence. I’m not searching for sympathy or pity from anyone. But...
Bitches whisper my name, but their boyfriends moan...
brionnaqt:
(via keepittiffalicious)
AHAHAH.
My 2010 New Year's Resolution
2009: New Year’s Resolution
Continue winter guard!
Go to all my club meetings
3.5+ GPA
Stay close with BFF’s, close friends, and my sweets<3
MORE HOURS!
SAT classes (?)
Audition for iDance and MAKE IT THIS TIME!
Be more honest than usual
Take risks, take chances
Be good to my mommy<3
Stop going online as much
Befriend an enemy
Find me a boyfriend, hehe ;)
Live in...
“Honestly, if you’re not willing to sound stupid, you don’t deserve...”
– A Lot Like Love
HATERS
ktla:
It’s those people who always have something negative to say about you. It’s those people who dislike you regardless any reason. It’s those people who just enjoy trying to bring you down. It’s those people. You see, they’re human beings as well. They are going to have their opinions and try to do whatever it takes to lower your self-esteem. However, they are also there to build up your...
See, this is exactly what I'm talking about: when...
jisforjenniferr:
ayeekayyy:
(via 365thoughts)
LOL,
It’s funny how you guys like my bitchy entries. HAHAH bitches, I love you guys (;
“You want a battle? I’ll give you a war.”
– I fucking hate you. HAHAHA, I hope you’ll enjoy what’s coming to you. Go ahead and read my entries because this one is SPECIALLY MADE FOR YOU! You like playing dirty, I’ll give you dirty. You can suck on that, BITCH.
Quick update before I leave!
Hi everybody! I’m about to head out to hang out with my boyfriend today, so I shall blog to kill the minutes until I see him :) My holiday vacation has been great so far! On the 23rd, my mother went off to Sacramento to pick up my grandpa because they had some business to do, so I had to stay home and babysit all the little kids and my sisters. I was supposed to go too, but the adults said...
Don't let me be misunderstood.
I hope you understand that although I hate your actions right now, I will probably be one of the few people who will never completely turn my back on you. I have and I will always be here for you and I will always be here to help you when you need it. I just need to know that you are willing to work with me and actually take my advice. Through these past few years that I have met you, you have...
Once again.
missweed:
You’re supposed to signify the one piece of solidity in my life, but you’re the one that causes the most hurt for me. It’s so easy for you to just sit there and criticize others for doing exactly what you do to me. It’s no one’s fault but YOURS for having all these artificial beings around you. You made them treat you that way. I’m the only one that stayed despite the fact that you...
“So darlin’ darlin’ stand by me, oh stand by me.”
People who type FUCKING like FUCCEN are FUCKING...
It's okay to fall down.
I know that I will find myself again and just you watch, I will step up but this time, I’ll step even higher than before. I’ll be way up there and there will be no way for you to catch up because I’m going to be way ahead of you. I let myself fall because I know that I’ll be able to get up again, faster and stronger. I’m not rationalizing; the only reason why...
Heartbroken.
(via fuckyeahprettygirls)
I still can’t believe she’s gone. </333
Lakers > Warriors x100.
fuckyeahlakers:
ESPN ranks the 50 Greatest Lakers in their 50 seasons in LA.
x)
(via princesszellina)
13485.) You cry nonstop about your ex boyfriend.
blogsecret:
How you miss him and how he is your everything. You make nonstop posts on tumblr and twitter about him and act all sad etc etc. That’s why I’m confounded when you flirt with random guys and sleep with some of them. Hell, you even slept around a bit while you were still half dating your ex. Shut the fuck up already.
A-fucking-MEN.
“Day by day, I become more & more wiser about choosing the battles I am...”
– Carmela (via carmela) (via mehriylle) (via keepittiffalicious) (via cthua)
Days like these.
I just wanna stay indoors, be lazy, snuggle up on the couch and watch movies all day long. I feel so tired and lazy to do anything productive. As much as I want to dance, I don’t feel it. The zone hasn’t cut in yet. Mm, practice later on today -__-. There’s a bundle of mixed emotions inside me right now and I wanna explode them so bad, but I can’t because I can’t even...
“Being nice to someone you dislike doesn’t mean you’re fake. It just...”
– (via aaaamigaill)
fuckyeahbrittanymurphy:
Rest in peace, Brittany Murphy. November 10th, 1977 - December 20th, 2009
NO FREAKIN WAY! My favoritest actress just died!? I’m soo freakin heartbroken. :((( I seriously can’t believe she’s gone. RIP </333
Liar liar.
Boyfriend speaking:
My girlfriend looks HOT *AHEM excuse me…beautiful when she dances (; But really, she really is fun to watch, you should see her, she really is talented. She looks realllly pretty when she does it: one look from her and you’d melt, instantly, forreal real. Hella cute or what? =) I get all giggly inside HAHAHA nah nah nah, just kidding. That’d be hella girly. But anyway, she does...
I feel neglected.
Dear boyfriend,
I think if my mom found out how much you loved me, how much you paid for everything, how much you always help me with my homework, and how much you seem to care for me AND my family, she would love you as much as I do. She may have rules and standards of her own, but when it comes to loving others, we both have the same heart. One day, she will see the reason why I fell for you. <3
Tired with everything.
I feel like giving up. I’ve lost my motivation to try my hardest in school, it’s all whatever now. I feel like I’m such a burden to some people and lately, I’ve been disappointing many people, especially myself. There’s really no point on “hanging in there” anymore. Everything’s the same, nothing’s ever gonna change.
Happy 10 Months Baby!
leobee:
Just wanted to post up something, since I barely do that. =) Love you baby! <3
Happy 10 months to you too babe<3 I love youuu! ;-*
Overwhelmed.
I just can’t get a hold of myself. I have one too many fucking things to deal with.
Pathetic.
Do you have any idea that everyone is talking about you? Do you know that people are hating on you, talking about how you don’t deserve him? Don’t you know that you are embarrassing yourself each and every time you say something? Don’t you know that when you tell people to “grow up,” it is actually YOU who is FUCKING IMMATURE and it is YOU who needs to fucking grow...
Walking in a winter wonderland.
Only, I wish it was snowing instead. Then that would be my first REAL experience with the snow. But shh! That’s a secret (;0 Edit: I suppose today was a better day for me, although I do wish that I got up earlier and prepared myself a little more thoroughly. I felt like a real potato couch today. I was wearing my jazz pants and my boyfriend’s big oh sweater which makes me look like a...
I'm having a bad day.
I know I’ve been a complete bitch lately but trust me, I have my reasons for it. Things aren’t exactly going the way I hoped they would be and I’m tired of following the same routine everyday of my life. I’m tired of people closing in on me, I’m tired of feeling like I’m fucking suffocating all the time. Give me my fucking air, stop being so clingy. Life is...
“If I don’t say anything, trust me. Someone else will.”
“If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing...”
– Michael Jackson (via julie911) (via quote-book)
Trying do right but wrong is so easy.
(via fkingdennis)
“Sooner or later, everyone leaves.”
– (via jaaaaaaaaaaay)