Carpe diem

Let it go.

All I’ve ever wanted was for you to be happy about my promotion. I wanted to you to acknowledge me and say that I deserved this position, that I worked hard for it and all the hard work will pay off. But no. You had to look down on me. You had to doubt me and discriminate against me all because you feel that your closer friends (who share the same ethnicity/race as you) were more suitable for the position. I have always looked up to you as my superior, because you do obtain the higher position in the hierarchy of business. I actually confided in you. And you know what? That was probably the biggest regret I’ve made so far while working for this company within the last 2 years. Because I’ve got such amazing people skills (considering the fact that I’m majoring in clinical psychology in college, which, as most people would know, requires one to have excellent people skills in order to help others who are less fortunate), I have every right to say that you’re absolutely horrible at maintaining your two faced structure. I can read right through you, not because you just naturally have that structure in your genes, but because you make it incredibly easy for me to read your actions.

Now, I don’t intend to go to war with you while we share the same shifts at work, but it’s exactly what they say, “The only thing that’s harder than landing your position is actually keeping it.” I do my job perfectly. I make little to no mistakes as an assistant manager. I do what my boss tells me to do, and it’s as simple as that. One of the main characteristics that set us apart is the fact that I’m capable of almost anything, that I’m actually educated and intellectual (while you’re sadly idiotic, who, might I add, must attempt to work on her spelling), and that I’m highly capable of swaying the higher authority than you are. Like I said, all I’ve ever wanted was for you to be happy for me. I was maybe fooled in the beginning when I actually thought that you were, but as time progressed, you didn’t make it hard for me to see your true colors.

Another huge weakness of mine is that I see everyone as my friends. I don’t want to have to come to work every day knowing that there is someone (one of my co-workers to be exact) trying to plot against me. However, if I feel like my buttons are being pushed to such an extent, believe me, I will put you to shame. I will do your job much better than you’ve ever attempted to do so. I will outshine you.

5 months ago